2000.11.05-2001.05.16 Fato Profugus entries
2001.06.05-2001.07.13 Lost entries
2001.07.30-2002.02.07 Foobar entries

Someone set us up the bomb!

Jun 13
Change
Everything happens so quickly. Read more...
May 30
Mission Accomplished
Target destroyed. Read more...
May 29
The Tranquility of the Damned
Final countdown beginning. Prepare for liftoff. Read more...
May 28
Resurfacing
A gasp of air. Read more...
May 27
Eschaton
Time runs out. Read more...
May 25
There Is No Problem...
...so big you can't run away from it. Read more...
May 23
Pre-emptive Strike
I'm sorry. I couldn't even try. I'm oh-so-very tired. Read more...
May 22
Colorblind
I am a mutant. Read more...
May 21
Everything Is Funny...
...when it isn't happening to you. Read more...
May 18
But Now What?
I know I was supposed to learn something from this, but I can't for the life of me figure out exactly what. Read more...
May 17
Vigil
Here's where the story ends. Read more...
May 07
Assholes
I'm not talking about the digital rectal exam here. Read more...
May 01
Mayday, Mayday
A disjointed meditation at 3am. Read more...
Apr 28
Self Pity at 2:30am
Don't you love it when a woman talks as if you aren't there? Story of my life. Read more...
Apr 27
Equilibrium
The impending sense of doom returneth. Read more...
Apr 24
Chewing the Cud
Only two things you absolutely need to do: take a pulse, and threaten to do a DRE (digital rectal exam) Read more...
Apr 21
Facing It
Don't patronize me. Let me face the end with some vestige of honor. Read more...
Apr 19
I'm A Survivor
I'm not gon' give up/I'm not gon' stop/I'm gon' work harder Read more...
Apr 19
Jam Fac Id (Just Do It)
Letting go. Read more...
Apr 11
Today
Because you can't expect perfection to last for more than a moment. (Paraphrased from Tyler Durden from "Fight Club" by Chuck Pahlahniuk) Read more...
Apr 08
Rise and Fall
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Apr 07
Dead Weight
I keep holding myself down, for reasons I can't even begin to fathom. Somehow I've got to get these chains off my ankle, shoot back up to the surface, and finally take a deep breath. Read more...
Apr 04
Done
Whatever. Read more...
Apr 01
I Don't Want to Feel This Way Forever
OK I give up! Someone untie me! Read more...
Mar 27
And There You Are
That which fails to kill you only delays the inevitable. Read more...
Mar 24
Head On
Madness. Endless madness. Read more...
Mar 23
Acute Distress
Don't give up? Please don't patronize me. Read more...
Mar 20
Coming Soon?: Itim na Lawin Nabagsak
So the Americans want to come back for a rematch. There are fewer things more deadly than a guy running amok. Let's hope the Philippines isn't the first to taste W's new policy about nuking countries he doesn't like. Read more...
Mar 19
Still Why
What are dreams anyway? Read more...
Mar 14
Oh God
As a priest once told me, people always mistake faith with certainty. Read more...
Mar 13
25.5
Still climbing, but even from the very bottom, you can see the peak. Read more...
Mar 12
Can't Sleep... Clowns Will Eat Me
Oh God, what have I done? Or more exactly, what did I fail to do? Read more...
Mar 12
Drive
"Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, with open arms and open eyes...." Read more...
Mar 10
Blabbermouth
I can't keep secrets. Read more...
Mar 07
Over
I can't go on doing the same things, retracing the old worn out patterns. Something has to change. There's no other way around it. Read more...
Mar 07
Play It Off
"Reality continues to ruin my life" -- Calvin from "Calvin and Hobbes" Read more...
Mar 04
Razor Thin Edge
Not to be melodramatic or pessimistic, but I wonder if it could happen. If one day all of the sudden, I might just finally snap and have to be carted off to the loony bin. Read more...
Mar 04
Whirling (Regretting Regret)
"I would like a place I could call my own/Have a conversation on the telephone/Wake up every day it would be a start/I would not complain of my wounded heart." Read more...
Mar 01
And Yet, I Am Surprised
I don't know. Maybe I'm just an idiot. Read more...
Feb 28
Outside My Jurisdiction
A wise man once said: "Fuggedaboudit" Read more...
Feb 27
Clinical Significance?
The vicissitudes and vagaries of world history, from the perspective of a prospective forensic pathologist. (OK, probably not. I really don't like dead people, much less cutting them up.) Read more...
Feb 26
For Want of a Filipino Restaurant
Activism in all shapes and forms. Remembering history is definitely one of them. Read more...
Feb 25
The Cruelest Month?
"You've got to get yourself together. You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it." Read more...
Feb 21
A Casserole of Trivial Thoughts
Random crap floating around in my brain Read more...
Feb 20
Endless Madness
Who wants to be an artist? I do. Read more...
Feb 19
The Man from Wales (Viva Las Vegas)
Is it because I was conceived in Las Vegas? The place has become something of a touchstone. Read more...
Feb 18
Nuked!
Always make backups. Read more...
2000.11.05-2001.05.16 Fato Profugus entries
2001.06.05-2001.07.13 Lost entries
2001.07.30-2002.02.07 Foobar entries