The Story So Far
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May 16 |
I Would've, If Only...
So Long and Thanks for All the Fish. We
apologize for the inconvenience. Read more... |
May 06 |
Suck and Burn
OMG I am such a GEEK. No wonder I can't get
a date. Read
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May 06 |
The Man of the Stain (The Selfish
Meme)
Music is flowing through my brain. I suppose
I ought to be trying to remember something I have long
forgotten.... Read
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May 06 |
And Knowing Is Half the Battle
Science ruined my life. Hehe. Would she have
loved me if I had given it up? Read more... |
May 03 |
Anterograde Amnesia
Memories. From the corner of my mind. (John
Krickfalusi's rendition) Read
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Apr 27 |
Average Wait Time: 15 Minutes
Standing, stations, status.... Read more... |
Apr 26 |
Fear of Flying
My definitions of fun and friendship.
Basically, what I want out of life. Read more... |
Apr 26 |
I Can't Let You Do That, Dave
A server on the Internation Space Station
crashes. A passage on Heinrich Klüver Read more... |
Apr 25 |
The Final Frontier
Space exploration. The dangers of
information and revisionist history. The need for expansion. A way
to use the military for peaceful means. Read more... |
Apr 24 |
Killing Time
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Apr 23 |
Convergence
Pancreatitis sucks. Getting to Europa via
Antarctica, the International Space Station, and Mars. Read more... |
Apr 22 |
Church on Time
Random oscillations of sound waves Read more... |
Apr 22 |
Contradictions, Contraindications,
Mental Masturbation
Recursive discursive meta-meditation. Blog
culture. Oops, I didnt' get to it. Why won't you listen to me?
<g> Read
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Apr 21 |
Shrugging Off Existentialism
Philosophy and abstractions. Low self-esteem
due to a superiority complex. The balance of opposing forces. The
mammalian inability to be precise. Why can't I be normal? Read more... |
Apr 18 |
Accumulata
I really think I hate being happy. ("Life.
Hate it or loathe it, you can't ignore it.") Some other random
things that I must dump out of my brain before they contaminate
everything. Read
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Apr 16 |
When?
Snow in April. Read more... |
Apr 15 |
The Colon
This family thing is really getting to me.
Maybe it's all biological? I am a clockwork orange after all....
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Apr 14 |
Piss and Vinegar (I Am the Anonymous
Coward)
The Free Speech Movement at Berkeley.
Rescind SP-1/SP-2 and restore affirmative action. Macs vs Wintel,
the neverending saga. (The penguin hides in waiting.) Flame people
who send essentialist lists of Filipino and Filipino-American
characteristics until their keyboards catch on fire. Read more... |
Apr 13 |
Irresistible Force
Adding more shit to the crapper known as the
Internet. Read
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Apr 12 |
Code
I'm glad I'm friends with whom I'm friends
with. As cheesy as it sounds, it'll all work out in the end.
Somehow. And a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. On another
note...well, why not. Just spill it. This was all just a test of
the emergency broadcast system. Read more... |
Apr 10 |
If I Don't Believe in It, It Will Go
Away
Money, money, money, money....money!! F*ck
capitalism. Sony, why are you trying to kill me? I am definitely a
hack writer who couldn't pull of a decent plot line if my life
depended on it. Read
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Apr 09 |
You Gotta Know When to Fold 'Em
Show me your poker face! You call that a
poker face! Witchhazel, styptic, and death by crucifixion in the
ICD-9 manual. Normalcy is basically impossible at this juncture.
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Apr 08 |
Passion
Very bad translations, corporate doom, and
the mutual exclusiveness of an Empire and a future Read more... |
Apr 06 |
Zzap! (The Beauty of
Resignation)
Lightning. I give up. For now. Read more... |
Apr 05 |
Netritus
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Apr 04 |
Pfft...Just Like That
Money, love, family, and the Simpsons.
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Apr 03 |
Disarray
When will I ever learn to leave well enough
alone. How the Mafia, the Simpsons, and my brother and my sister
taught me the importance of family. Even when I want to strangle
them. (I am not a violent guy. Really.) Read more... |
Apr 02 |
A Quote from JLB
A quote about hell and insanity. Read more... |
Apr 01 |
Fear and Loathing in North
Chicago
Daylight Savings Time is some sort of weird
mind-control thing--I feel slightly drugged--does melatonin really
have psychotropic effects? What do I watch next to continue on with
my Benicio del Toro marathon? Capitalism has reached the metastatic
phase and the end point is assured. The real issue is how do we
deal with the meltdown? (Hint: I'm not talking about the Dow Jones
here.) Read
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Apr 01 |
Happy New Year
April is the cruelest month. Spring is
teasing me. I hate how desolate the Midwest is, although I wouldn't
mind actually living in Chicago. I finally found a Playstation 2. I
had a lot of clever things to say, but I can't get them to come
out. Read
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Mar 27 |
Remembering and Losing
The hazards of being unable to forget. Luck
and losing. Read
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Mar 26 |
Procrastination
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Mar 24 |
Flushed Down the Toilet
Unclogging the toilet. The edge of
civilization. God I'm pathetic. Read more... |
Mar 23 |
Reading Books, Nearsightedness, and
Nerdiness
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Mar 22 |
Eleven Days
Who needs illegal drugs? Thinking with my
sacral nerves again. (God, this med school thing is just
encouraging my already warped personality) The maganda magazine
archive. Journey to the End of the Night (Would it be
translated as Paglalakbay Magdamag I am just obsessed
with that word now....) Read
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Mar 11 |
Revolution and Martyrdom
A poem by Benigno Aquino. Lent and
martyrdom. Dogeaters. Sometimes I just want to weep for the world.
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Mar 08 |
Namespaces
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Mar 05 |
rm -rf *
Can you get high on capsaicin? Texas Hold'em
and Lady Luck. Why, oh, why don't I keep better backups?
Existentialism. I am so terribly lonely at this point, and I don't
think there will be an end to this misery. Ah well. Read more... |
Mar 02 |
The Bard Was a Stoner
Puts A Midsummer Night's Dream
in a different light, doesn't it? Read more... |
Mar 01 |
Waiting for Spring
Fight the Power. Trust-bust the RIAA. You
go, Courtney Love. Read
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Feb 27 |
Crushed
I redecorated. Whatcha think? Mardi Gras.
Unmotivated. Fate wins. Read
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Feb 25 |
Please, Please Let Me Get What I
Want
Good times for a change. See the life I've
had would make a good man bad. The Art Institute. Mawage. How
water-lilies can drive you insane. Voluptuousness and the Crusades.
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Feb 24 |
The Terran Confederacy
Starship Troopers and Starcraft. Should I
join the Navy? I got a recruitment packet from the Marines once,
but I've watched "Full Metal Jacket." I'd probably end up just like
Private Pyle. Read
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Feb 23 |
Without Rhyme or Reason
Am I a moron or what? My life is like a
diluted, bawlderized version of Louis-Ferdinand Celine's. (My other
role model is, megalomaniacally, Jose Rizal. Frighteningly, I would
say Celine's life is the cheerier of the two.) I would probably
never make it as a writer, though. I can always seem to find a Cure
song that precisely expresses my misery. Read more... |
Feb 15 |
Sunlight and the Ocean
Santa Monica, Venice, high school memories,
and my daily requirement of sunlight. Read more... |
Feb 14 |
The Ides of February
Valentine's Day blows. French movies are
awesome. Drug movies are quickly becoming my favorite. Coldplay
isn't too bad. How could I resist an album whose first track is
entitled "Don't Panic"? Read
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Feb 08 |
End of Week One
False spring, tech woes, wisdom teeth,
Snatch, the RIAA, and Ebola. Read more... |
Jan 26 |
Technochaos
"What is real?" asked Morpheus. A quick
endocrinology snippet. (Learn something really nerdy and impress
your friends.) Read
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Jan 22 |
Histology and Matt Groening
Why don't people care about scientific
accuracy? I give Matt Groening props. Read more... |
Jan 20 |
Snowfields and Inspiration
How taking a drive gives me these completely
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Jan 19 |
Retrospect
This entry is just completely random. Oh,
and they aren't kidding about weddings and funerals. Read more... |
Jan 17 |
Before I Lay Me Down to Sleep
More Calvin and Hobbes. Crackers and
script-kiddies. More music. Princesses and unicorns. Read more... |
Jan 15 |
Calm
Am I nothing but a clockwork orange?
Louis-Ferdinand Celine. Calvin and Hobbes and the Myth of Sisyphus.
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Jan 05 |
Music makes the people come
together
I can't live without aural stimulation. Why
do I like "Gladiator" so much? Read more... |
Jan 04 |
A Space Odyssey
My mind is obviously on another planet right
now. The wonderful world of tyramine and other sympathomimetics.
Michelle and Rodel broke up! Read more... |
Dec 25 |
Holly Jolly
Christmas is overrated. Jesus would be
rolling in his grave if he knew I was in Vegas on his birthday. If
he hadn't been resurrected. And if he wasn't omniscient. Read more... |
Dec 22 |
The Legacy of the Matrix
Re: "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon" . I
can't believe Ang Lee directed "Sense and Sensibility" Read more... |
Dec 21 |
Sunny California
A pleasant respite. I've forgotten about
unicorns. Bill Gates can suck my... Read more... |
Dec 13 |
Democracy is Dead
It's time to leave the country. Read more... |
Dec 06 |
Cigarettes and Snowflakes
Would you trust a doctor who doesn't care
about his health? Read
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Dec 05 |
Colder than Hell
I really miss the sun. Read more... |
Dec 02 |
Finals Impending
I am sick of anatomy and histology Read more... |
Nov 24 |
More Poems; The Seven Dwarves;
Sleep
There really was a "Sleepy." Read more... |
Nov 15 |
Fight Club Quotes; Election
Commentary; Poetry; Other Randomness
The title says it all Read more... |
Nov 12 |
Los Californios
Resisting the gringo Read more... |
Nov 09 |
Radiohead Lyrics
Ice age come and ice age go. Read more... |
Nov 09 |
Aswang
Why I chose this name Read more... |
Nov 08 |
Democracy?!?!
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Nov 07 |
The Fall of the Roman Empire
It wasn't the orgies and the
vomitoria Read
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Nov 07 |
Election Day
___ early, ___ often Read more... |
Nov 06 |
XML, XSLT, and way too much free
time
Waste a weekend HOWTO Read more... |
Nov 06 |
Medicine and Open Source
Software
Geek M.D. Read more... |
Nov 05 |
Gaming and Drugs
Beginnings. PS2s. Requiem for a
Dream Read
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