Very vile things have occurred. I will have to leave it at that, without being incriminating. It will take me a while to come to grips with how insane it all is.

And still, there is this other situation that A keeps egging me on about that I don't particularly know how to handle, and I don't really know what I want, and maybe, maybe I'm just thinking way too far ahead, and I just have to remember that I've got to take things one day at a time.

I can only continue to hope that I'll get to where I need to go.