| 2000.11.05-2001.05.16 Fato Profugus
entries 2001.06.05-2001.07.13 Lost entries 2001.07.30-2002.02.07 Foobar entries |
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Someone set us up the bomb! |
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| Jun 13 |
Change
Everything happens so quickly. Read more... |
| May 30 |
Mission Accomplished
Target destroyed. Read more... |
| May 29 |
The Tranquility of the Damned
Final countdown beginning. Prepare for
liftoff. Read
more... |
| May 28 |
Resurfacing
A gasp of air. Read more... |
| May 27 |
Eschaton
Time runs out. Read more... |
| May 25 |
There Is No Problem...
...so big you can't run away from it.
Read more... |
| May 23 |
Pre-emptive Strike
I'm sorry. I couldn't even try. I'm
oh-so-very tired. Read
more... |
| May 22 |
Colorblind
I am a mutant. Read more... |
| May 21 |
Everything Is Funny...
...when it isn't happening to you. Read more... |
| May 18 |
But Now What?
I know I was supposed to learn something
from this, but I can't for the life of me figure out exactly what.
Read more... |
| May 17 |
Vigil
Here's where the story ends. Read more... |
| May 07 |
Assholes
I'm not talking about the digital rectal
exam here. Read
more... |
| May 01 |
Mayday, Mayday
A disjointed meditation at 3am. Read more... |
| Apr 28 |
Self Pity at 2:30am
Don't you love it when a woman talks as if
you aren't there? Story of my life. Read more... |
| Apr 27 |
Equilibrium
The impending sense of doom returneth.
Read more... |
| Apr 24 |
Chewing the Cud
Only two things you absolutely need to do:
take a pulse, and threaten to do a DRE (digital rectal exam)
Read more... |
| Apr 21 |
Facing It
Don't patronize me. Let me face the end with
some vestige of honor. Read
more... |
| Apr 19 |
I'm A Survivor
I'm not gon' give up/I'm not gon' stop/I'm
gon' work harder Read
more... |
| Apr 19 |
Jam Fac Id (Just Do It)
Letting go. Read more... |
| Apr 11 |
Today
Because you can't expect perfection to last
for more than a moment. (Paraphrased from Tyler Durden from "Fight
Club" by Chuck Pahlahniuk) Read
more... |
| Apr 08 |
Rise and Fall
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more... |
| Apr 07 |
Dead Weight
I keep holding myself down, for reasons I
can't even begin to fathom. Somehow I've got to get these chains
off my ankle, shoot back up to the surface, and finally take a deep
breath. Read
more... |
| Apr 04 |
Done
Whatever. Read more... |
| Apr 01 |
I Don't Want to Feel This Way
Forever
OK I give up! Someone untie me! Read more... |
| Mar 27 |
And There You Are
That which fails to kill you only delays the
inevitable. Read
more... |
| Mar 24 |
Head On
Madness. Endless madness. Read more... |
| Mar 23 |
Acute Distress
Don't give up? Please don't patronize me.
Read more... |
| Mar 20 |
Coming Soon?: Itim na Lawin
Nabagsak
So the Americans want to come back for a
rematch. There are fewer things more deadly than a guy running
amok. Let's hope the Philippines isn't the first to taste W's new
policy about nuking countries he doesn't like. Read more... |
| Mar 19 |
Still Why
What are dreams anyway? Read more... |
| Mar 14 |
Oh God
As a priest once told me, people always
mistake faith with certainty. Read more... |
| Mar 13 |
25.5
Still climbing, but even from the very
bottom, you can see the peak. Read more... |
| Mar 12 |
Can't Sleep... Clowns Will Eat
Me
Oh God, what have I done? Or more exactly,
what did I fail to do? Read
more... |
| Mar 12 |
Drive
"Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there,
with open arms and open eyes...." Read more... |
| Mar 10 |
Blabbermouth
I can't keep secrets. Read more... |
| Mar 07 |
Over
I can't go on doing the same things,
retracing the old worn out patterns. Something has to change.
There's no other way around it. Read more... |
| Mar 07 |
Play It Off
"Reality continues to ruin my life" --
Calvin from "Calvin and Hobbes" Read more... |
| Mar 04 |
Razor Thin Edge
Not to be melodramatic or pessimistic, but I
wonder if it could happen. If one day all of the sudden, I might
just finally snap and have to be carted off to the loony bin.
Read more... |
| Mar 04 |
Whirling (Regretting Regret)
"I would like a place I could call my
own/Have a conversation on the telephone/Wake up every day it would
be a start/I would not complain of my wounded heart." Read more... |
| Mar 01 |
And Yet, I Am Surprised
I don't know. Maybe I'm just an idiot.
Read more... |
| Feb 28 |
Outside My Jurisdiction
A wise man once said: "Fuggedaboudit"
Read more... |
| Feb 27 |
Clinical Significance?
The vicissitudes and vagaries of world
history, from the perspective of a prospective forensic
pathologist. (OK, probably not. I really don't like dead people,
much less cutting them up.) Read more... |
| Feb 26 |
For Want of a Filipino
Restaurant
Activism in all shapes and forms.
Remembering history is definitely one of them. Read more... |
| Feb 25 |
The Cruelest Month?
"You've got to get yourself together. You've
got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it." Read more... |
| Feb 21 |
A Casserole of Trivial Thoughts
Random crap floating around in my brain
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| Feb 20 |
Endless Madness
Who wants to be an artist? I do. Read more... |
| Feb 19 |
The Man from Wales (Viva Las
Vegas)
Is it because I was conceived in Las Vegas?
The place has become something of a touchstone. Read more... |
| Feb 18 |
Nuked!
Always make backups. Read more... |
| 2000.11.05-2001.05.16 Fato Profugus
entries 2001.06.05-2001.07.13 Lost entries 2001.07.30-2002.02.07 Foobar entries |
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