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Continuation of entries starting 07/14>>

The Story So Far

May 16
I Would've, If Only...
So Long and Thanks for All the Fish. We apologize for the inconvenience. Read more...
May 06
Suck and Burn
OMG I am such a GEEK. No wonder I can't get a date. Read more...
May 06
The Man of the Stain (The Selfish Meme)
Music is flowing through my brain. I suppose I ought to be trying to remember something I have long forgotten.... Read more...
May 06
And Knowing Is Half the Battle
Science ruined my life. Hehe. Would she have loved me if I had given it up? Read more...
May 03
Anterograde Amnesia
Memories. From the corner of my mind. (John Krickfalusi's rendition) Read more...
Apr 27
Average Wait Time: 15 Minutes
Standing, stations, status.... Read more...
Apr 26
Fear of Flying
My definitions of fun and friendship. Basically, what I want out of life. Read more...
Apr 26
I Can't Let You Do That, Dave
A server on the Internation Space Station crashes. A passage on Heinrich Klüver Read more...
Apr 25
The Final Frontier
Space exploration. The dangers of information and revisionist history. The need for expansion. A way to use the military for peaceful means. Read more...
Apr 24
Killing Time
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Apr 23
Convergence
Pancreatitis sucks. Getting to Europa via Antarctica, the International Space Station, and Mars. Read more...
Apr 22
Church on Time
Random oscillations of sound waves Read more...
Apr 22
Contradictions, Contraindications, Mental Masturbation
Recursive discursive meta-meditation. Blog culture. Oops, I didnt' get to it. Why won't you listen to me? <g> Read more...
Apr 21
Shrugging Off Existentialism
Philosophy and abstractions. Low self-esteem due to a superiority complex. The balance of opposing forces. The mammalian inability to be precise. Why can't I be normal? Read more...
Apr 18
Accumulata
I really think I hate being happy. ("Life. Hate it or loathe it, you can't ignore it.") Some other random things that I must dump out of my brain before they contaminate everything. Read more...
Apr 16
When?
Snow in April. Read more...
Apr 15
The Colon
This family thing is really getting to me. Maybe it's all biological? I am a clockwork orange after all.... Read more...
Apr 14
Piss and Vinegar (I Am the Anonymous Coward)
The Free Speech Movement at Berkeley. Rescind SP-1/SP-2 and restore affirmative action. Macs vs Wintel, the neverending saga. (The penguin hides in waiting.) Flame people who send essentialist lists of Filipino and Filipino-American characteristics until their keyboards catch on fire. Read more...
Apr 13
Irresistible Force
Adding more shit to the crapper known as the Internet. Read more...
Apr 12
Code
I'm glad I'm friends with whom I'm friends with. As cheesy as it sounds, it'll all work out in the end. Somehow. And a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. On another note...well, why not. Just spill it. This was all just a test of the emergency broadcast system. Read more...
Apr 10
If I Don't Believe in It, It Will Go Away
Money, money, money, money....money!! F*ck capitalism. Sony, why are you trying to kill me? I am definitely a hack writer who couldn't pull of a decent plot line if my life depended on it. Read more...
Apr 09
You Gotta Know When to Fold 'Em
Show me your poker face! You call that a poker face! Witchhazel, styptic, and death by crucifixion in the ICD-9 manual. Normalcy is basically impossible at this juncture. Read more...
Apr 08
Passion
Very bad translations, corporate doom, and the mutual exclusiveness of an Empire and a future Read more...
Apr 06
Zzap! (The Beauty of Resignation)
Lightning. I give up. For now. Read more...
Apr 05
Netritus
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Apr 04
Pfft...Just Like That
Money, love, family, and the Simpsons. Read more...
Apr 03
Disarray
When will I ever learn to leave well enough alone. How the Mafia, the Simpsons, and my brother and my sister taught me the importance of family. Even when I want to strangle them. (I am not a violent guy. Really.) Read more...
Apr 02
A Quote from JLB
A quote about hell and insanity. Read more...
Apr 01
Fear and Loathing in North Chicago
Daylight Savings Time is some sort of weird mind-control thing--I feel slightly drugged--does melatonin really have psychotropic effects? What do I watch next to continue on with my Benicio del Toro marathon? Capitalism has reached the metastatic phase and the end point is assured. The real issue is how do we deal with the meltdown? (Hint: I'm not talking about the Dow Jones here.) Read more...
Apr 01
Happy New Year
April is the cruelest month. Spring is teasing me. I hate how desolate the Midwest is, although I wouldn't mind actually living in Chicago. I finally found a Playstation 2. I had a lot of clever things to say, but I can't get them to come out. Read more...
Mar 27
Remembering and Losing
The hazards of being unable to forget. Luck and losing. Read more...
Mar 26
Procrastination
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Mar 24
Flushed Down the Toilet
Unclogging the toilet. The edge of civilization. God I'm pathetic. Read more...
Mar 23
Reading Books, Nearsightedness, and Nerdiness
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Mar 22
Eleven Days
Who needs illegal drugs? Thinking with my sacral nerves again. (God, this med school thing is just encouraging my already warped personality) The maganda magazine archive. Journey to the End of the Night (Would it be translated as Paglalakbay Magdamag I am just obsessed with that word now....) Read more...
Mar 11
Revolution and Martyrdom
A poem by Benigno Aquino. Lent and martyrdom. Dogeaters. Sometimes I just want to weep for the world. Read more...
Mar 08
Namespaces
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Mar 05
rm -rf *
Can you get high on capsaicin? Texas Hold'em and Lady Luck. Why, oh, why don't I keep better backups? Existentialism. I am so terribly lonely at this point, and I don't think there will be an end to this misery. Ah well. Read more...
Mar 02
The Bard Was a Stoner
Puts A Midsummer Night's Dream in a different light, doesn't it? Read more...
Mar 01
Waiting for Spring
Fight the Power. Trust-bust the RIAA. You go, Courtney Love. Read more...
Feb 27
Crushed
I redecorated. Whatcha think? Mardi Gras. Unmotivated. Fate wins. Read more...
Feb 25
Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want
Good times for a change. See the life I've had would make a good man bad. The Art Institute. Mawage. How water-lilies can drive you insane. Voluptuousness and the Crusades. Read more...
Feb 24
The Terran Confederacy
Starship Troopers and Starcraft. Should I join the Navy? I got a recruitment packet from the Marines once, but I've watched "Full Metal Jacket." I'd probably end up just like Private Pyle. Read more...
Feb 23
Without Rhyme or Reason
Am I a moron or what? My life is like a diluted, bawlderized version of Louis-Ferdinand Celine's. (My other role model is, megalomaniacally, Jose Rizal. Frighteningly, I would say Celine's life is the cheerier of the two.) I would probably never make it as a writer, though. I can always seem to find a Cure song that precisely expresses my misery. Read more...
Feb 15
Sunlight and the Ocean
Santa Monica, Venice, high school memories, and my daily requirement of sunlight. Read more...
Feb 14
The Ides of February
Valentine's Day blows. French movies are awesome. Drug movies are quickly becoming my favorite. Coldplay isn't too bad. How could I resist an album whose first track is entitled "Don't Panic"? Read more...
Feb 08
End of Week One
False spring, tech woes, wisdom teeth, Snatch, the RIAA, and Ebola. Read more...
Jan 26
Technochaos
"What is real?" asked Morpheus. A quick endocrinology snippet. (Learn something really nerdy and impress your friends.) Read more...
Jan 22
Histology and Matt Groening
Why don't people care about scientific accuracy? I give Matt Groening props. Read more...
Jan 20
Snowfields and Inspiration
How taking a drive gives me these completely random ideas Read more...
Jan 19
Retrospect
This entry is just completely random. Oh, and they aren't kidding about weddings and funerals. Read more...
Jan 17
Before I Lay Me Down to Sleep
More Calvin and Hobbes. Crackers and script-kiddies. More music. Princesses and unicorns. Read more...
Jan 15
Calm
Am I nothing but a clockwork orange? Louis-Ferdinand Celine. Calvin and Hobbes and the Myth of Sisyphus. Read more...
Jan 05
Music makes the people come together
I can't live without aural stimulation. Why do I like "Gladiator" so much? Read more...
Jan 04
A Space Odyssey
My mind is obviously on another planet right now. The wonderful world of tyramine and other sympathomimetics. Michelle and Rodel broke up! Read more...
Dec 25
Holly Jolly
Christmas is overrated. Jesus would be rolling in his grave if he knew I was in Vegas on his birthday. If he hadn't been resurrected. And if he wasn't omniscient. Read more...
Dec 22
The Legacy of the Matrix
Re: "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon" . I can't believe Ang Lee directed "Sense and Sensibility" Read more...
Dec 21
Sunny California
A pleasant respite. I've forgotten about unicorns. Bill Gates can suck my... Read more...
Dec 13
Democracy is Dead
It's time to leave the country. Read more...
Dec 06
Cigarettes and Snowflakes
Would you trust a doctor who doesn't care about his health? Read more...
Dec 05
Colder than Hell
I really miss the sun. Read more...
Dec 02
Finals Impending
I am sick of anatomy and histology Read more...
Nov 24
More Poems; The Seven Dwarves; Sleep
There really was a "Sleepy." Read more...
Nov 15
Fight Club Quotes; Election Commentary; Poetry; Other Randomness
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Nov 12
Los Californios
Resisting the gringo Read more...
Nov 09
Radiohead Lyrics
Ice age come and ice age go. Read more...
Nov 09
Aswang
Why I chose this name Read more...
Nov 08
Democracy?!?!
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Nov 07
The Fall of the Roman Empire
It wasn't the orgies and the vomitoria Read more...
Nov 07
Election Day
___ early, ___ often Read more...
Nov 06
XML, XSLT, and way too much free time
Waste a weekend HOWTO Read more...
Nov 06
Medicine and Open Source Software
Geek M.D. Read more...
Nov 05
Gaming and Drugs
Beginnings. PS2s. Requiem for a Dream Read more...
s i t e m a p
alibata
An ancient writing system from the Philippines
poetry
Random musings from a wandering soul
ff8
A HOW-TO for viewing Final Fantasy 8 FMVs on your computer
playlist
Music is how I keep my memories organized
unicorn
Whenever I forget that there is beauty in the world
code
Various guides and scripts that make my life easier
reality engineering
Sorry, this is totally random. Yes, I really did dream this